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So why do people want to get up in the AM for? to get raped in the face with SATs. So last night after staying up way to mutha trucking late  with claire i finally was gonna lay down but then i decided why not watch some comedy central. right? well i never went to sleep. next thing i know its friggen 6 am and i have to get ready to go and take thes damn things. they were way harder than i remember. all i know is thank god they dont count for me. lol. did my research and my ideal college doesnt give a rats ass about scores on these.

 

but after being stuck to a chair in a room with my soc. and psyh teacher i was just like drooling on myself from boredom. also i was stuck with the swine fluannites. the people from PA who have the flu came over here for some unknown reason and they were in the same room. but you gotta love woodchuck because the first thing he says is : im not missing lumberjack fest for this shit.

 

my mind is so set on the next few weeks its not even funny. afi on the 21st, the used on the 24. madina lake 31. its just the best week(s) of my life. but then again thats when senoir projects start. but i dont care, ive done okay until now and all i have to do is make a 4 minute long speech about hours and shot.

 

how i spend my summer : reading - concerts - computer - bed.

 

Im gonna go sleep because i really dont believe i did at all last night .

PUSH>>> <<<PLAY

For lack of a better name, I mean other than his name, Well call him Natt. A name that Alex and I came up 

with because we cant decide who he looks more like, Nathan or Matt. So hes an amazing little kid, I mean 

really he is and if I had balls,  I would ask him out or something, but of course 

I wish I wasnt the flashlight that scares the drama queens away. Seriously, after almost fighting about 3 million 

times in the last few weeks my friends have come to think of me as their grounding into this earth and reality. 

And other than all that concert month..this month is crazy and I cant even begging to explain why.

SATS, Work, AFI, The Used, Madina Lake/Silverstien/ Halloween/ Halloween party, sen. Pics damn its crazy. 

I feel like writing something. So thatll be here in no time 

PS: Reading werewolf porn isnt as artsy as I assumed. Also fur and teeth. So..you might wanna think about that.

Getting your senior pictures done is kinda like getting a tooth pulled, it takes too much time, it causes too much pain, costs too much money and most importantly can not be accomplished without all the screaming and blood.

I'd like to think of myself as being pretty laid back with my clothes. I mean I'll wear the same hoodie for a month, (I try to wash them when I can XD) but I don't have much in my closet other than some concert stuff, jeans and work clothes. Really, what else do I need? Now I'm getting told I need a dress, a skirt, a nice outfit, and a chilled out outfit.Also they can't shoot my picture after 5, because (and I shit you not, this is what they said)  Girls loose their glow after 5. To which I replied, I don't get my glow until a least 6.

 

So like what? Am I not a girl or what? Well regardless I have to get them done soon, also the huge blow out over my hair getting cut. I really want to cut it again and dye it all blond, again and my mother is pissy about it. My philosophy is this : if its long enough to be put in a pony tail, its too damn long. I cant take care of that, Im so sick of how it is now. I can never get it to do anything I want it to, so the least I can do it get it to be manageable. Now Im not talking about shaving it off or anything, Im talking about just cutting it up to my neck, short in back and a bit longer in the front. It curls and it actually looks kinda nice that way, but who cares when my mother can only see her side of the story.

 

Oh, Im reading the Shining and I must say for any fans of the movie you have to read the book, its really good. I mean Im a Stephen king fan and all but I never got into the book the Shining and now that Im finally almost done with it its so great. You can really look into why things got so bad and take a look inside of Jacks mind and see things the way he saw things and understand everyones point of view. Its so worth the while. After that I think Im going to read Mr. Darcy, Vampire. I?m not sure.

 

AND - the Used at the end of October, its only a little bit until I count down the days. Its on the 24, I have pictures on the 21 and AFI is on like the 26 or something like that. Its crazy, I want to do everything that week that I can, Ill have to take work off the whole week. Maybe Ill get lucky and theyll fire me. XD.

Til then

                                                                 

                      Such a sin I haven?t written anything here for so long, but if your still here then maybe you can forgive me and I?ll be more active ? maybe. So let?s skip what we?ve missed, nothing much really, the summer concert series that is my summer time and the laziness that is me. Yesterday I went with Carly and Alex to see Broadway, Asking Alexandria, Madina Lake, the Bled, and Alesana. Here?s what I must say on each

                                                    __Broadway __

                        They were nice, not too many people were into it, since they were the first and we were all kinda just sitting there letting them perform without any energy. They were pretty good and I?d love to look up some of their stuff but I can?t find it so if you know of any of their stuff and like to share tell me. They sang ?I?m On a Boat? and I got the whole thing on tape, they were really awesome. Like I said, they were a good opener and they only played for like less than half an hour.

                                                     __Asking Alexandria__

                          Another good band that it seemed like only part of the crowd was into, I think they were from thee UK but not sure where?.like exactly. They put on a good show too, however half way through the set Alex?s top came off (so did mine) and before we could fix what had happened the singer came into the crowd and stopped inches away from us, looked at us (we were like right in the front) and said into his mike ?Nice Tits?, winked and went back to performing. Alex and I have nice tits. ^ ^

                                                       __ Madina Lake__

                         I only wish they could have played longer and more because if you?ve ever seen ML live, they?re the best. I really love the energy the bring to their sets; it?s like amazing beyond belief. I?ve seen them over the summer at Warped, and they were pretty much the reason I went. They were super energetic, the crowd really got into it, but were upset they couldn?t form a pit to ML. I mean, most of the time its? only during True Love because everything else isn?t pit material. Everybody was surfing and shit, it was so much fun.

                                                          __ The Bled__

                          These boys need to learn to keep their damn spit in their mouths. They were nice to see live because I actually have heard a few of their songs and liked some of their stuff but they wouldn?t stop spitting on us. I was so pissed,. They were pretty entertaining, because of the pit that was somehow forming every all at once and the people in the crowd who liked the Bled really LOVED the Bled. Like they were really into it.

                                                            __ Alesana__

                           Finally the headliner, who played for like about an hour, maybe more. I?m not sure, while you?re dying in the pit it?s hard to think of time. Lol. They were REALLY entertaining, less spitting than the Bled, but they wouldn?t stay out of the crowd. They were really nice live, great energy, and all that ^ ^ I would recoment seeing this tour before it ends.

So now that we got that out of the way, I think we?re going to see the Used next, maybe AFI, I?m not sure, but I think I got a concussion. I was moshing my heart out when someone cracked me over the head and I pulled my hand away from my head and there was like blood. As I?ve said, it wasn?t gushing or anything but it was still unpleasant and I have a major headache.

I don?t want to go to school tomorrow

Oh well, I guess I?ll have to, but thanks again to Alex and Carly for putting up with me and mostly Alex for doing my sweaty laundry! Can?t wait to the next show

Plus I?ll add the pics and vids I have if I can, if not check my DA or my youtube.

Maybe I?ll be more active on this blog, maybe Well                               hopefully?..

Until then?

So I’m sick, what else is new? My stomach is killing me and it feels like I just ate about ten live snakes. God I hate being sick. I’m counting solely on a girl who can’t remember things to bring me home something I NEED. I have work tomorrow and that just blows a big one and on top of all this Youtube is being a dick, seriously. They’re having a friggen blast deleting all my videos as soon as I update them so whatever, I’m just getting more pissed and using different sites.

            Other than that I got GTA Chinatown the other day and although I was skeptical at first it’s not as bad as you think once you get used to the controls. My favorite is GTA san Andres and I’m used to playing on a big screen where you can see the people you kill. On the DS is much …smaller and less personal. lol. Well that’s that and I don’t know what else to say. They still haven’t caught thee guy from my last blog post but since me and my mom have gone on a walk through the woods and didn’t get shot so I guess that’s good. XD. Well more to come ^ ^

                   Hola my happy viewers and fans and passer bys. This is my first entry, my first try and I haven't had anything like this in a very long time. So here goes nothing right?

                   Right about now I'd love to prace around and sing but I'm geeking out, seriously.  I don't wanna get shot!! Well let me back up and explain that statement. I live in the woods {yes you heard me right, woods, as in trees.) I live in the middle of nowhere, that is actually somewhere I suppose if you want to get technical. Down the street from my house are both farms and a highway so it's like a little black hole in the middle of somewhere, but let's not get into this, because I'm getting side tracked.

                   So as I was saying I live up the street from a trailer park. Now I'm not going to sit here and talk about it and say I'm better, I'm just not that kind of person but I will say that alot of bad things happen there. Not everyone from a trailer park is bad, just most of the bad stuff happens there. I have friends from there and I don't think they're horrible people, in fact one of my friends, (KItty-Cat) is an amazing person and she lives there. Well as I was saying, they have alot of drama. Last night was no exception.

                   Although I don't know every inch of the story I'll tell you what I do know, which is plenty for me thnak you very much. Last night a guy and his wife were having a fight. Instead of a scene from Cops playing our like we hoped he instead pulled the horror movie card amd grabbed a gun and ran into the woods. So a mad, gun weilding guy is running through the woods near my house and it's just....friggen up. But then again I'm used to stories like that, I live in the woods and we get lots of true life horror stories. One of the ones I always remember is the guy who killed his wife and kids and then waited with the dead bodies all winter and then came down to the gas station all covered in blood and stuff......

                   Well that's all I wanna say for right now, hope you  guys keep reading. There will be alot more, I promise ^ ^